Ok I haven't been stuck at my house for about more than 24 hours and I'm already stir crazy. Really it is bad. I'm all twichy, jumpy, restlessness, irritabil, forgetful, laughing to myself about something I said to my cat, and excessive sleeping don't get me started. I keep looking around me to make sure... umm that there isn't anything there (yes I'm very Paranoid! whats new there) I think its this house... it just sucks the life out of you like a vampire leaveing you just a halo shell of insainty... NO one is even online right now which isn't helping *twitch* *twich* and now I'm a little hungry...

You know what is kinda funny having pills for paranoia. I mean the idea of taking a pill that changes the way you think freaks me out! I mean it is just one small step to mind control. which is one of my biggest fears (really it is). And as far as I see it paranoia never truely goes away it is aways there... I know for a fact that you could never get me to take a pill for paranoia, I wouldn't trust it.

Look at me talking crazy I'm going to stop before I have to be institutionalized. Next thing you know I'll end up at Arkham Asylum